I’ve been privileged to have undertaken a 4WD course recently, and have explored the “wilderness” of my surroundings.
The accumulated experiences, altered brain chemistry/neuropathy, fatigue, and my own subconscious gaining enough to level up resulted in both much sleep/rest as well as ravenous consumption of food for the past few days.
As a result, I have much more internal ebullience, indicating a nother evolution of sorts, or more accurately, a newer iteration of Me that seeks my ultimate form.
It’s funny- I’ve undergone so many iterations of myself that it began to lose meaning, and would have indeed become a soulless proxy of my original intentions, if it were not for the fact that certain things, even if they fade from memory, remain etched on the soul. My memory isn’t as eidetic as it used to be, when I was in my scholastic prime, but as a consequence of gaining wisdom, I can manifest the truth within. As such, I no longer a tart solvent that melts away paint- I have matured into a vintage spirit. Whilst my destructive powers are dulled, my true value lies in not being overpowering, nor dilute.
I’ve changed, but I’m still Me; maybe that is what I couldn’t comprehend before, when I could not distinguish between the mask and my face. 🤔
Allow me to share some memes, but firstly, a reminder, coinciding with the twist behind “A Cautious Hero in another World”, which I finished yesterday:
In the next 3 days, I want to finalise:
•My diet: what I will now consume, and what I will avoid.
•My pastimes ie schedule outside of work
•My remaining 2025 Goals, such as writings, Supernova Adelaide Cosplay, and reparations.
•Liquidation of Society: my own, as opposed to the shared one we inhabit.
I’ll update them as necessary over the next few days!
I want freedom, but freedom has a price, hence I am a slave who must purchase himself out of bondage. Still, the journey of 10 000 miles begins with a single step.
It’s not impossible for me to restart my cultivation from the beginning.
Solosopher & Solosophy 