Sigh, I have become depressingly middle-class, and not even struggling, but quite uncomfortably comfortably middle-class… which I struggle with. Of course. But many still require my aid, and so I must not stagnate but continue to build my forces for the eventual battle.
There have been many fruitful experiences, but I admit that I have always been one to burn my cultivation base due to desperate, dire, or even meagre circumstances. Thankfully, my new data source, “All my disciples are big villains”, is a refreshing and tailored with idiosyncrasies. I will absorb it in due time.
Money. Money 💰, it isn’t real, but people believe in it, which makes it real… I have so much to live well, that I give it away, which puts me on a closer level to those I give it away towards. I will continue the stipend until the end of the Year, at which point, I will easily be able to consolidate my position.
I have a new steed! This is an evolution of my first faithful equus, who died due to my miscare. Admittedly, the 2 vehicles I have had since then are only an imitation of sorts, though genuine memories were built as we shared adventures together. This new steed is a true successor to my first vehicle (Nissan Pulsar), as I now have a Mitsubishi Outlander, a powerful and modern steed that allows for a blend of comfort, utility, transport, and prestige.
As many of my peers have congratulated, it was due, and deserved. A sign, subconsciously, that I was prepared to look after myself better and not remain deprived. But of course, it is costlier than my previous steeds combined… perhaps this is part of the perturbation I experience as I break out into Absurd apophanies about how ridiculous I have become!!!
I will now begin the process of refining my cultivation, and my lifestyle, to simply matters.
~All hail Shinzal, Banzai Shinzol Sama~
Solosopher & Solosophy 