Again, I muse over my place, and why I am here- what is my purpose, now that it has been accomplished? Perhaps like Snape, the work is unfinished, as the Dark Lord will return.
It was how long ago, that I realised the futility of people who are so convinced that they have the end of the story- the story never ends, that part is intrinsic to Life, even after it has ended. Part of me thinks that I will make notional contributions in my current career, and then go back to devoting myself to philosophy now that I have accrued much more than before. So perhaps the way forwards is to finish what I started?
What is that? What did I want to accomplish, now that the war is over. Even if there are still battles to fight, am I a character that has outlived his role, and should I pass the torch over to the next generation, while offering guidance?
I suppose the paradox is that I have accomplished much, but retained very little as I did the Work. In many ways, I am simply a very advanced character in the newbie levels. Then again, I do not doubt that I am more developed than the other characters…
Time, that is the true obstacle! I need more time, as I complete the mission. It is strange to think that Yassen Gregorovitch was able to keep a journal for so many years, and I wonder if Alex will ever read it?
The truth of the matter is, if I can simply last until the start of the new year, I will be free…
Oh my God, I just realised what impact that will have on me!
I can do anything, and I mean practically anything, once I turn 36, but of course, I should complete my service as intended. Still, on a personal level, to have that much opportunity and freedom is something I have never experienced before, what with my previous restrictions.
Time flies, I should invest in the cycle, and before long, it will be over!
There is still so much to do… but I am lucky to have comrades who can assist me now. Plus, I am a survivor, after all! 🤣🤣🤣
The two images above are linked- as an idealistic person, I have acted despite my fears, and been motivated beyond my own needs for the Greater Good. Then, would a world where we are moved to create something better, even if it doesn’t exist yet, mean that we would be better in a world of dreams? Could it be that the Matrix was merely what A.I. determined to be the truest practicable Utopia? It is in line with my own views that reintroducing proper slavery would solve a lot of problems, on a net level- fewer will suffer in a world of slaves, where the masters are benevolent and wise, like myself… then, is it not my purpose, to become Master of this world, to save it from itself?
Truly persuasive, and all the more reason to maintain the plan…
Solosopher & Solosophy 