The last picture is me. Of course, it doesn’t mean I am a serial killer, but then again, I _am_ in a Psych ward for such people… not as an inmate, of course.
The above, from “Spy x Family”, is a cute way of saying that we all have a Public Life, a Personal Life, and Secret Life. Occasionally, I have to move people from one section or another, but then again, it’s a mark of a Villain to be unpredictable and ominously innocuous, until it’s time for the next Big Reveal. Which won’t be for a while.
Today, I was back to my teaching role, in an unofficial capacity.
I have been thinking that after I return to an early retirement, I would simply be an ascetic once more- that lifestyle is modest and very appealing, and ideally, I would go back to being a counsellor, but at a school this time instead of private. A private school could be good, but the requirements are so varied depending on the state and school, so I am counting on my “multi-diverse” _background_ to lend weight to a tertiary diploma. Or maybe this is the role in which I would be buried in, until my next reincarnation? I have had this dream before, right? As one of my colleagues have said, it’s a rather underwhelming and random change from what I am currently doing, but then again, they always say that, before I move on to my next assignment. No more plastic surgery, hopefully!
An online diary is a blog, or perhaps a blog is an online diary? Either/Or. I am glad that amidst the ubiquitous online blogs, I am safely unnoticed for the time being, as no matter which face I wear, for my public/personal/secret lives, they all need a voice of sorts.
I was reviewing my poetry book earlier, and I am once again impressed by myself, as some of those pieces remind me of a person who may no longer exist. The longer I stay here, the more I am concerned that that person will fade away, but I have learned already that he will not die, as such. For that, I am grateful to be immortal.
The Spy x Family anime has made me think about whether or not I should also dabble in a fake family, but then again, I am more like Yor than Loid, so I already have a family. Maybe I should date a single mother? Hahahah, no, it’s just one of those practical jokes that go unappreciated by everyone except the Audience.
What I want to do by my birthday next Valentines is:
- Repay Master Tyler. This is both in his original investment, as well as giving him a bar of silver. The price keeps going up, and I regret not having enough liquidity before, but expenses must be addressed before investments can be made. On a related matter…
- Launch Solosopher&Solosophy, my own “publishing start-up”, which is also a way to make use of Master Tyler’s talents for my unfinished works stuck in production hell. I look forward to writing Vikki Fitz, MUFTS, Megalomania Nervosa, and all the rest.
- Soon, I will not need to handle any further rent. While a van lifestyle may not be feasible until down the track, the circumstances will allow me to redirect the finances detinued by such choresome mundanities… am I taking liberties in pleonasms again?
- What do I do with my obsolete social circles? Macht of El Dorado, one of my amended zodiacs, had originally planned to eliminate anyone who knew of his existence until he was but a rumour, and the he would start his experiment all over again in a new place. But unlike Macht of El Dorado, I understand humans a little better than he did, accepting that I can not truly be one, so I do not need to take such a drastic approach as of yet. Let them live out their lives, that was my preferred path, so that their karma can be processed naturally.
- I must gather huge funds so that I can move forwards with my goals. By the end of next year, that should be more than dealt with, as I am taking a new assignment that will last a few years, which I hope can lead me to my preferred tranquillity of highschool guidance. I had considered a college position, but I am also pretty sure that it will require more bureaucratic hurdles.
- I want to start crafting my ultimate body soon. The reason I have postponed it was so that I could afford some outstanding processes more time to develop themselves, but by the end of December, I should be ready to begin. My base has ever been rooted in wuxia, so why not continue to take such inspirations?
Tomorrow, I can play PoGo to my heart’s content, as there is a special community day for Mankey. I aim to get plenty of them, and turn the best into their Annihilape form. Without Master Tyler, it is somewhat hollow, but with any luck I can see him in due time. I wonder what a shiny looks like- if the IV is elite, I will keep it!
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