I watched a movie about Damo, or Bodhidharma, and even for a film that tickles all the right fancies, I found myself engrossed as I remembered enlightenment.
It was a spirituality enriching, almost edifying moment, and I wanted to address my own decisions to improve. After all, coming to the federal college was a chance to relive what I couldn’t, and become what I would have, potentially.
I have resolved to stop eating meat so often and to reduce my caloric intake to reach a shonen body. I will also embrace my fragmentation, so that I can present myself more authentically to my peers. Studies should be attended more seriously especially my own projects (I plan to have Master Tyler come on to the process in due time). In time, I will earnestly conduct neigong sessions via taichi, as well as make it open to them
I have heard that my old home has been sold, and thus I will need to update a few things, as well as finalise the move with little sister. If possible, I should find new accommodations? But that will be lengthy, and I currently do not have the power to facilitate as I was already on my last reserves in giving her sanctuary… still, She has grown up and matured, thanks to our time together, and while I could have done more, what I have managed may yet be enough. If necessary, I will simply return to town in a month to sort out the move- one day will be just enough, and I can return Sunday evening. I wonder if we get any more long weekends coming up?
My current goals amount to exceeding my prime, and undoing the karmic knot formed long ago.
I have considered too, eventually reconciling with past relationships, but came to the conclusion that the past happened and there is no need to address matters that resolved long ago. However, if it is Karmic, then I will meet the past again, and it will be my opportunity to demonstrate the natural passage of time, and self reflection. At this stage, the ideal future Utopia is as far away as ever, but the real Utopia of the here and now can be manifested with the right resolve.
Solosopher & Solosophy 