So, I have a 10 day countdown, and I’m on Day 2… before I go to my Destiny.
Naturally, I can’t say a lot, because that’s just me being clandestine, surreptitious, and perhaps just a smidge coquettish… fortunately I’ve always been dulcet so I get away with it. 😜
However, my whimsy aside, I am a little anxious because I am uncertain- that is tautological, as anxiety IS uncertainty! But in the 2 weeks since I found out that I am being restationed, I have accomplished a fair amount, but less than ideal… maybe because this upcoming opportunity is something I shelved over a decade ago and was surprised, if I am being honest, that I was even able to qualify for as a hard life, little self care, and neglect have taken a toll on my admittedly prodigious natural talents.
On that topic, since I dusted off the rust, and made upgrades that were orignally never really intended to get past the R&D phase, I am jubilant to be my old, “real” self again… a chance to restore my honour, the honour of my family, and to embrace my Destiny.
I want to finish packing up, so that when the eventual move occurs, I can make it seamless on my end.
I want to spend the last week or so with my niece, and do what I SHOULD have done earlier, which is to train her potential to become Black Widow… but there will be time for that later, if all goes well.
On that topic, I should move things to the ancestral home, and collate that with time spent with the family in general.
My disciples… Jim was a secret boon as his dedication eclipses me even in my prime. Michael will be fine, but I hope he will be able to benefit from a better teacher upon my return, and Jake is enthralled in a first love. It is Jim’s birthday soon, so while I have no gold or jade to offer him, I hope he will not need it in due time. Instead, we are going to celebrate our prime and vigour, Korvo Style!
Tomorrow, I will see some people, probably for the last time. Nathan and I, well, he is a fellow literati, and Lance is one of 2 True Solosophy Peers. I prepared a panegyric for Zhou Yu, in his honour. I have a physical training tool for Nathan, in hopes he does not end up like Orlando, who struggled with the 60kg spring tension rod.
Orlando: that reminds me, I should give him a tune up, as he is badly deteriorating… Lo-Yang’s treatments are not as powerful as mine, correct as they may be.
I really wanted to finish my writing but then again, I should be able to find time.in. the next 3 months! Right? I’d better start studying again… mental stimulation.
My Indian sister, Sammy, is expecting me on Saturday- I want to bring my niece to see her Indian cousin- very much a Rugrats moment. Klaus will also be there, and bless him, I haven’t seen him in ages!
I am procrastinating going back to the Ancestral Home, as I have outgrown my childhood… but I am ever filial, and so I have a duty to fulfil, unpleasant as it can be from time to time. I no longer dwell excessively on shoulds and instead focus on reality. If I could have employed this year’s ago, imagine the good I could have done! But then again, without the journey, I would not have reached the destination…
Time to sleep soon, so much soup to drink, but maybe not tomorrow 🤔
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